Im Getting Married and Im not kidding.
I'm Getting married! It is official. I think we're going for an August/Fall wedding. Both of our schedules will be very busy once September starts, so if possible, we might do it in late summer.
Luis and I had already talked about getting married for the past year or so. This past Sunday we went to Eastern Market and we were browsing around when we came upon rings. We decided to buy matching silver rings. They are not traditional engagement rings..but HELLO we're gay, I guess it wont be a traditional marriage. Well, they're beautiful and even though they fit a tiny bit big, we both wear it every day. Its funny how I look at it and smile. Its weird how a small little ring can bring back thoughts of happiness. Luis' ring fits a bit bigger than mine but I think its so cute that he wears it anyway. I never thought Id own an engagement ring (or a ring that symbolized my promise to love one man for the rest of my life) for that matter. I am happy. I think this is the happiest Ive been in a while now.
When Luis was back in Laredo, he told his dad about it. I posted his reaction on an earlier posting. Read (Luis Comes Back Home). I know my family all knows. I don't know what exactly they think. My mother offered to help with as much as she could. But, she still has never told me what she really thinks about it. I don't know if maybe she thinks it's not really gonna happen. Who knows. All I know is that I dont care about having a lavish wedding or anything of that sort. Actually, the smaller the better for me. Im excited. I want to start planning. I want to have a budget. I don't want any china. I want cool things. I want a marriage. I want kids someday. Not now. I want to know that I will have security and love for the rest of my life. And, how can I not with Luis in my life. I adore him. He is mine and mine only. He will soon be my husband...is that what im gonna call him????
Luis and I had already talked about getting married for the past year or so. This past Sunday we went to Eastern Market and we were browsing around when we came upon rings. We decided to buy matching silver rings. They are not traditional engagement rings..but HELLO we're gay, I guess it wont be a traditional marriage. Well, they're beautiful and even though they fit a tiny bit big, we both wear it every day. Its funny how I look at it and smile. Its weird how a small little ring can bring back thoughts of happiness. Luis' ring fits a bit bigger than mine but I think its so cute that he wears it anyway. I never thought Id own an engagement ring (or a ring that symbolized my promise to love one man for the rest of my life) for that matter. I am happy. I think this is the happiest Ive been in a while now.
When Luis was back in Laredo, he told his dad about it. I posted his reaction on an earlier posting. Read (Luis Comes Back Home). I know my family all knows. I don't know what exactly they think. My mother offered to help with as much as she could. But, she still has never told me what she really thinks about it. I don't know if maybe she thinks it's not really gonna happen. Who knows. All I know is that I dont care about having a lavish wedding or anything of that sort. Actually, the smaller the better for me. Im excited. I want to start planning. I want to have a budget. I don't want any china. I want cool things. I want a marriage. I want kids someday. Not now. I want to know that I will have security and love for the rest of my life. And, how can I not with Luis in my life. I adore him. He is mine and mine only. He will soon be my husband...is that what im gonna call him????
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